Presumed Innocent

最近几周，一家本地电台频繁为 Apple TV+ 播放广告，那句“I didn't kill her. I have a wife and kids.”的台词十分吸引人，于是我就上钩了，找到了它上面的热门剧《Presumed Innocent》。

我前天看了一集，昨晚又看了一集，然后发现每周三才上线一集，第三集要在接下来的周三才上线。我看得兴头正起，突然发现更新这么慢，有点扫兴，有点折磨人。观看完头两集，我想大多数人急切期盼看完全剧。

这部剧总共八集，基于美国作家斯科特·图罗于 1987 年 8 月出版的一部法律惊悚小说，由杰克·吉伦哈尔（Jake Gyllenhaal）主演。还有 1990 年的一部同名电影基于这本小说，男主角由哈里斯·福特（Harrison Ford）主演。本来我打算去把这部电影看了，但是为了避免剧透，还是算了吧。等看完系列剧再说。电影是 1990 年发行的，九十年代早中期我看过很多好莱坞影片，也有可能我以前看过，现在没有印象了。

Reddit 上的单个剧集的帖子：

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 1 | Discussion Thread

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 2 | Discussion Thread 

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 3 | Discussion Thread  

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 4 | Discussion Thread  

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 5 | Discussion Thread 

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 6 | Discussion Thread 

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 7 | Discussion Thread 

Presumed Innocent | Season 1 - Episode 8 | Discussion Thread 

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S1 Ep3

Rusty 回忆与 Carolyn 之间的一段亲密对话

[Carolyn] You're fucking it all up.

[sighs] You're fucking it all up.

[Rusty] Why?

[Carolyn] That falling-in-love part.

That we promised not to.

[Rusty] I don't think that you can control that.

[Carolyn] Some things you can control.

And I have to be the one to-to… to control it.

 

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Raymond 的助理律师 Miya 与 Rusty 之间的一段对话

Did you love her?

Did I what?

Carolyn.

Did you love her?

Um…

I’m actually not really sure why that’s relevant. [scoffs]

Raymond has tasked me with building your narrative for trial

in case you should have to testify.

Uh-huh.

So he wants me to testify?

Well, just in case.

[clears throat]

Well, was it about lust?

Love? Both?

[sighs]

Okay, um…

[chuckles] …both.

[breathes deeply]

Do you remember when you first felt an emotional attachment?

Not when you first wanted to have sex, but…

Yeah. No, I understand.

Okay.

Yeah.

We had a…

......

I guess that was the moment.

When you crossed over the great I’m-gonna-fuck-up-my-life-forever divide.

Love isn’t what people tell you that it is, Miya.

I’m sure that I don’t have to tell you that.

But in my experience,

it’s just something that grows until one day…

you just find yourself needing someone.

That’s how it was with Carolyn.

So, yeah.

Fucked up my life forever… [sighs]

but I did not cross the other divide.

I would never have hurt her.

Somebody else did that,

and whoever that person is is having a good fucking laugh

while everyone comes after me.

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S1 Ep4 对话摘录

That wasn’t the kind of sex we have.

Well, not for a long time, anyway.

Was it the kind of sex you had with her?

No.

She isn’t you.

She wasn’t.

I think what I find hard to understand is…

did you ask yourself…

what you were willing to lose?

[Rusty] We were so far apart, you and me.

I feel like, at the time, we couldn’t even have a conversation.

But she woke something up inside me, you know?

Something…

that I thought was dead.

When you said I needed to take responsibility…

Oh, B… [stammers] I don’t think I meant it the way you…

[Barbara] I don’t think you were wrong, Rusty.

I think we allowed ourselves…

to drift apart.

Even the sex we just had now, it felt like we were trying to prove something.

That what we had is still there.

Is it?